Dating Sites..

Am I late or what? I'm exploring the web and I thought to myself "Hey, lets check out this dating site" (I'm not naming sites due to legal consitution in this society) Why do we need a dating site to hook us up with another sex or same sex? Whatever happen to interacting? Going out and meeting new people. The web is taking over our life every chance it can get. I hate the dating websites, yes I have tried and then I deactivate it. I'm so sick of these questions they keep asking and the funny part is when they ask "What do you want in your spouse?" I freeze and look to my ceiling and ask God "wtf" and look back to my laptop and hit the deactivated button. My spouse doesn't exist. Why do I need to tell them what I want in my spouse when he don't exist. Eveyone want that perfect spouse and that perfect spouse doesn't exist because NO ONE is PERFECT.


My "PERFECT" Spouse is:


Here is some of the deatils .. He has to be very attractive and knows how to dress. Labels isn't everything to me, but he can't wear no rebooks or any of that lame shit. His body, omg his body, no belly not even a puge, completely flat, it be nice if he have abs, but have to be flat no matter what.. tall yes, taller than me.. his smile have to be perfect, takes my breath away.. smooth skin, yes smooth skin and hands.. i don't like rough fingers idc if he's a man just a major turn off for me. Low hair cut or shaggy hair.. idc about the hair just make sure it looks perfect with his bone structure.. mystery eyes.. when you look in his eyes you get lost trying to figure him out..white teeth not a speck of yellow.. Big feet thats a right size for his body..have to a legal job and a nice car with no bumps or scratches.. not living with his parents.. at least finished high school or have a college degree .. smart .. very smart, kind, gentle, caring, organizied...


I'm going to stop right there.. do you get my point.. my spouse doesn't exist. Standards are set to high because we deserve the best. Whatever. Total bullshit. Yes, we deserve the best, but do we deserve to be alone for the rest of our fucking life because we want the perfect spouse. Totally bullshit. I'm totally screwed.

What is love?

I keep asking myself that over and over again. "What is Love?" I'm so tired of people making up their theory about love and it be total BULL####! I'm not even going to say what love means to me because its almost the same as hate. Romantic movies manipulate us with their bull#### .. love is NOT what you see in the movies, kids. Their isn't anything such as "Love at first sight", but their is something such as "Lust at first sight".

You probably thinking, "who broke her heart" but no one did. I don't allow anyone to get close to me, so I don't have to worry about them hurting me. Sometimes I want to be in love, but I know thats impossible with my generation. Call me old fashion, but I want the 17th or 18th century love. Whatever happened to "let me know you first" rule? People so quick into falling in love, getting married, havings kids, etc. Everything and I mean EVERYTHING needs an introduction not just a thesis. The first thing that pops in guys mind about woman is "SEX" and if your a guy, don't deny it because it's the truth. Sex is all you want from a woman because you don't care about the lovey dovey crap. "Hit it and quit it" they use in my generation. If only I can go back in time and experience the true meaning of love. 

You ever seen "The Proposal" with Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds (I think thats his name) and how Sandra Bullock was the uptight book editor and a total bitch, thats me in 10 years maybe less if this society doesn't change it ways.

Well, enough of the bitching for tonight.

Hi!